You're a Romantic Realist
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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I didn't know I was someone like that but acks, the quiz might be lying.

It's still hurting but I'm pretending I'm okay.

I'm back from piano & I spent quite a bit. =\ Few magazines & my stationaries. :) I guess buying magazines make me a happier girl. She called & it made me a even happier girl but the conversation was.. cold & kinda weird. I feel weird, I don't know why. Just finished a little of dinner by the way. Gonna go off early tday 'cos daddy wants to use the comp. >:@

I'm still texting her. I wonder if she's gonna call tonight. Ok shut up glynis. I ought to give her space on her own to think about it right? Tsk, fucker.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

{Chorus}
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

{Chorus x2}

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Nice song. It made me tear like how The Way I Do did. ): I'm crying almost every minute of my life today, except in school. There's another song that's really nice & meaningful. Aw, it makes me wanna cry. I wanna have better days ahead, with you.

You packed in the morning, I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way.

But I miss you more than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me just when I needed you most
Left me just when I needed you most.

Now most every morning, I stare out the window
And I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me.

'Cause I need you more than I needed before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me just when I needed you most
Left me just when I needed you most.

You packed in the morning, I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way.

Now I love you more than I loved you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me just when I needed you most
Oh yeah, you left me just when I needed you most
You left me just when I needed you most.

Actually I should put all these in my lyrics page but I don't know why am I posting it here. :\ Acks, I'll put them up when I have the time. I'm like rushing. = Forever by Damage's playing. ):

Last night I had my loudest cry & I swear I never felt like this before. Like my heart was ripped apart. Geez, I didn't know that I actually love Xavier this much. Perhaps she don't know but well.. :] John Mayer's Comfortable's making me feel so emo. -takes penknife. :D Hahah Bestaye! Omg, talking about Bestaye. Hm, thanks a trillion for the talk babe. Like throughout the day! :D Thanks luh, I'll be strong. :] Qiaos! You're the bestest already luh. I bet I looked awful this morning. I knew I'd tear when I let out the news to you. Love you both, lovelies.! Pert & angie, thanks for the encourage & al this morning. Pert you're one of the bestest friend I will ever have ok, offer to drive me around & now you promised the next time I'm down you'd be there. Omgz, I thank God for lovely friends like y'all. :) though all these cheerups & al didn't made me feel better but thank you, realllllllllly. :)

Cheryl, thank you. :) I love you, you know that. We'll meet up soon ok? Promise! :D I'll make time for lovelies like the CherylS. :D


I want to do more quiz leh. Tsk!






Even if you take my heart & tore it apart,
I'll love you still forever. :]
<3,